voluntary mitosis....

It will be perfect if humans could split themselves
to be fully devoted to the millions jobs assigned...
oops... too bad.. this can never happen..
neither can one try to freeze the time
---to chase back the missing hour...*impossible*

yeah right... it is so impossible to be dedicated fully to everything i participate in...
my friends used to say im over active...
joining too many acivities...
some are my passion but SOME are NoT...
but in the end... everything sums up to = a sardin can-packed schedule...

the only dilemma is that
at the expense of my sleep time or tv time (not a worry)
but my deepest fear is that it is compromising my studies inch by inch..
is it that when i get better in my extracurricular activities..
the conjugated one will be affected?
not fair
the equation should'nt be this "sly"
(My permanent duty never runs away from medicine
since i step into this course)

erm... what am i worrying since i have all my stands firm...
people--humans--homo sapiens can make a difference!
especially seniors...
i do realise the pressure as a junior in a uni
not so much felt in high school..
getting really prominent herE...
(the tougher ones are those tuned to a passive mode
in a way to 'demonstrate'... fortunately you wil get no barkings...
at the same time...you will get even LESSER response
after posting 100 questions to them)
haih.... one word.... (my favourite... 'nonsense')

enough is enough... i had it enough...
back to work... :)
(comfortable after throwing it out)